I'm starting to believe that this is simply a concept and not an actual attainable thing to be had by us mere mortals. Or at least not this mere mortal. If my life were a balance scale, I would never be able to rest at that even point. I always find myself tipping more to one side than the other.
And the shitty part is that this is totally unintentional. Not even desirable. I am infinitely aware of the importance of having balance in life. And yet I still can't seem to get the shit right. Maybe the Sex and the City girls were right in their theory that women can never really have it all. I mean, duh, I know that. But like, having healthy work, romantic, spiritual and personal relationships AT THE SAME DAMN TIME?- nope. Not buying it any longer.
So at this moment right here my opinion is that balance is a fucking facade. Anything that you do well will inevitably require a lot of time and commitment. This means that other areas will have to subside, thereby be neglected. That sounds like imbalance to me. But what do I know?
I know that I am not holding my breath on acquiring this particular figment of my imagination any time soon. And I'm not even mad about it.
No comments:
Post a Comment