Starring Role

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This song/video is so perfect in timing- visually and lyrically.

I'm so about blonde, 60's/70's OD voluminous hair, lashes and warpaint; I think I'm taking on blonde soon actually. And today I did a photoshoot that left the model with these chic football fan-esque painted slits under the eye.

I tried to get into Marina and the Diamonds hell long ago but couldn't really feel it then.  But this...this shit right here...is addictive.

Again, lyrically, this woman is a beast with the pen.

I'm down like my internet connection

Internet Connection by M.I.A. from Pearson Philpot on Vimeo.

The internet is probably the single most important "product" of all time.

The end.


I'm not exactly in communication with the outside world these days (AT&T killed my iPhone and prior to that I killed Facebook off of it)- which means I've been getting hot and heavy with Mr.Internet a lot more. I am not being an overexaggerater when I say that I do not know what I would do if there were no internet.  I could not. I just absolutely couldfuckingnot.

Entertainment.  Education.  Enlightenment.  For free.

This week I got obsessed with the following

(Music)
Kanye West - Mercy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTI0KDuQl_4

Chester French - Black Girls http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cO2naBxVbr8&feature=player_embedded

Kascade/ Scrillex - Lick It http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=US7wauHA8MI

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lwlogyj7nFE

(YouTube Channels)
Behind the Hustle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDKLo2emifA&feature=share
*Special thanks to the awesome @Ky_Rebel for mentioning on FB

Crash Course http://www.youtube.com/user/crashcourse
*Special thanks to my boyfriend Lupe Fiasco for mentioning on Twitter ;)

(Movies)
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

The Sitter

(People)
Marchesa Luisa Casati

Mae West

This particular pic of Nina Sky

(Overall)
Vintage Hair tools, accessories, books, everything
Books

And tons of other shit.


I would've put the vids in the body of this post but mi lazy.  And I'm starting to think I may break the internest with my extensive posts loaded with pics and vids and shit.  There should probably be a part two to this post but I'm kinda inconsistent with the blogging (as you've probably noticed).

Random:10 reasons I'm not allowed to reproduce

10 reasons I'm not allowed to reproduce 

I laugh when kids get caught stealing shit

I do not cook. Ever. For any reason. Ever

I still need to call a lifeline to see if is ok to eat that leftover pizza that's been sitting in my fridge since ...

I want to live in FAO Schwarz. 

I think cleaning up someone else's caca/ puke is the grossest thing in the world

I don't want to get a real job

I like being able to bounce from state to state on a whim

I have a tendency to want shit really bad and then be completely over it once I get it.  And for the most part, theres no return 

policy on children. 

I still watch cartoons on Youtube and buy Lisa Frank shit when I randomly see it in public.

Despite all of these things. I'm still up for the challenge

Pretty pink. Baby blue.

You could have been born a little later but I don't care
So what if your head sports a couple of grey hairs

You show me how it's supposed to be done

I'll make sure you have young fun

Andre 3000 - Pink And Blue by romantrik

"Underneath a disguise of a smile, Gradually I'm dying inside"

So what do you do when

Somebody you're so devoted to

Suddenly just stops loving you

And it seems they haven't got a clue

Of the pain that rejection is putting you through

Do you cling to your pride

And sing "I will survive"

Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"

Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be

Nonchalant about it

And I'm going to extremes to prove

I'm fine without you

But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind

Underneath a disguise of a smile

Gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel

And I lie convincingly

Cause I don't want to reveal

The fact that I'm suffering

So I wear my disguise

Till I go home at night

And turn down all the lights

And then I breakdown and cry

fin.

" I have felt the fire and ive been burned but i wouldnt trade the pain for what ive learned"

I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.

With age comes this crazy surge of confidence. My god, if I had known the things I knew now, even three years ago, I'd be so much further ahead in life. I spent so much time thinking that I was lacking some secret ingredient in my DNA that was needed for my personal success.  Thank God I sorta figured it out.

BaBopByeYa

I'm guessing being 'emotionally stable' isn't going to be one of this years accomplishments.

Who care's- there's always next year.

There's been a lot of movement in my life over the past few weeks.  I no longer work a job that makes me feel miserable and I have started to seriously build my brand in a few different areas.  And I've fallen in love.  With a girl.

Janelle Monae.

I had some epic bipolar shit going on recently where I felt completely heartbroken and uninspired and I couldn't see past the massive heap of shit I was standing in.  And then I listened to this shit.











And I honestly felt better.


Narrated my whole existence in like one hour.