Some things never seem to f*cking work

"I've seen you with the lights off

I've seen you and you'd think you loved me

I've seen you with your hat off

I'm dreaming of a time when you knew me

So baby, is it all you've got?

Tell me if you got some more

I'm thinking of some time off

I'm dreaming of a time when you knew me"- Solange, Some Things Never Seem to F*cking Work

My dad once told me that hindsight is 20/20.  I thought he was nuts then but I get it now.  Most of us come from under that cloud of smoke eventually.

I'm a Bad Kid

I've been actively working on my attitude.

I wanted to become a more assertive, honest, free-flowing type of person and somewhere along the way I detoured to Assholeville, never to be heard from again. Blame New York, blame other people, blame life itself but really, its all just me.  I noticed it and didn't like it so I've been working on it.  

Being raw and unfiltered works in the comfort of my own mind and when I'm dealing with shit alone.  But when I'm interacting with other human beings I've found there are better ways to communicate. 

Not everyone can handle f-bombs and sarcasm.